Ok, I am ready to admit that I was raised not as a confident business woman but as a hostes. My mother have been teaching me from a childhood to be perfect at cleanning, cooking, burning the oven, chop woods etc. At 11 years I could already do all of those things on my own. She made me a nanny for my little sister so I could learn to be great with kids too. She said she wants to make a perfect future wife out of me. So I had to learn to do EVERYTHING perfectly. What my heart lays for? ART! I draw and paint pictures, I relax when I do it. Its my passion. But I grew up into working as a cook in a Japaneese restaurant. Although I am having a feeling I have not found myself in this world yet. Maybe this site will help me with this?