I must admit that my childhood was a bit rough I guess. My parents were strict and had a USSR vision of raising children. This is why I was very shy and had very low self confidence. When I started living on my own I began reading books and changing my life view. I must say I became a happier person. I still work on improving my personality but one thing I realized for sure. Is that life without love is a useless life) This is why I set a goal to find love, no matter what)